See i am not an easy person to get along with so its hard for me to keep friends so i deal with what i have at the moment. I live by the moment because i never know if im gonna make it threw the day. But this is still the best year so far


just leave me beI threw all your stuff awayjust leave me be
I toke you out of my head I tore you out of my heart
I want you gone out of my life
I run from you but it doesn't work
In the end your still standing here next to me
Leave me alone I don't need you anymore
Don't you understand
I'm broke
I don't want to see you I don't want to hear you
Just walk away
I'll be okay
We'll my freedom cost my life
Just let me be


better as a memoryim better as a memory then as your friendbetter as a memory
the way i run to you for help
but i just do it all over again
i tell you i love you but i just get the cold sholder
and chance are friendship
i just cant take it anymore i don't want to destroy your life
so i drawl all the curtains closed
so the light can't get to me
and destroy the little bit of happiness i have


no opinionthe light is brightno opinion
my eyes are burning from the ture love i see beyond
my dark pitted heart
you call my name
i come to u
u cry that u need me
im here to stay
but in the end
you still go away
my eye's are open
my tears are flowing like a river
i cry for you're love
but all you do is stand back and laught
and say " I never loved u.
i just fealt sorry for u. "


surviveThe day is endingsurvive
the nite is just begging my thirst for blood is growing
the screams in the nite haunt me
the growing of my soul weakens for only one
beautiful soul that will stop the hunger
her name i Allison Hutto
she the light of my heart
the darknesscover over me as i once again
i am denied the love of my life
so i sit in this dark room wandering
how i will survive another day
crying

Maya I have a friend as sweet as a peach yet as dark as nights wings.She wears glasses but don't call her a geek or u may find ur self six feet under ground.Her hair is short but don't call her a boy or she'll come after u with sharp toys.Her teeth as sharp as knifes and i tell u no lies.Her friendship i can't deny.She's a part of me that will never die i love u Maya with out a thought in mindMaya


puppet stringsSome times I close my eyespuppet strings
like a little child trying to hide trying to hide the bruises, cuts, and scars. while the puppet strings pull tighter around my arms
Hiding in a closet to scared of what I must see
while I dance on stage attached to puppet strings they laugh, they scream, they stare they tear me apart with every single glare.
Their minds control me I must obey the puppet strings command me I am now your toy for the taking but what ever
you do please don't break me
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"Atheism is a non-prophet organization."
"The average woman would rather have beauty than
brains, because the average man can see better than he can think"
hasn't said a word to me though...
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Live in Love, Strength, and Self-Control - Cobalt-Blood
Clubs: =RawEm0tion
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Live in Love, Strength, and Self-Control - Cobalt-Blood
Clubs: =RawEm0tion
~ [link]
If you can, tell her I
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Live in Love, Strength, and Self-Control - Cobalt-Blood
Clubs: =RawEm0tion
~ [link]
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Make Tea, Not Love.
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"Don't look back. If you got something to do, then only look forward." - Kurogane
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i dont wanna be anyone but me if thats not to much to ask, nothing more and sometimes less...but always me
Life leaves no choices in the end, Choose wrong and you lose, Choose right and you win...but dont choose at all and the choices are made for you
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